Pretty much. Lots of running around recently, both good and bad. The kids are growing like crazy. The big one is becoming more and more “grown” every day, and doing really well with her dad still being gone. The little one is a “whole foods” champ, even though we’ve discovered that there is a new allergy to look into.
We went to Fayetteville for a babywearing adventure with D’s “Nova BFF” and her mom to go check on a group, and my mom came to see us for a little bit and kept D and her buddy so they could hang out and the mom and I could do our thing. Came home for a few days and found out last Monday night that a woman who has been a second mom to me had a sudden heart attack. We went down to Richmond Tuesday morning to see the family and be at the hospital, and she died Tuesday afternoon.
It was very.. surreal. Once again, I don’t feel like I’m old enough to have friends who’s mom could die from a heart attack. I realize that’s a very childish and not-well thought out thing to think, but still. I also know that while one of her kids is close to my age, the other is older than me by several years. Still. We stayed until Thursday evening, came home to do laundry, and then left Saturday morning to lead a babywearing meeting in Fredericksburg, help at the Kid’s Expo in Richmond, and then hang out more with the family before the funeral Sunday afternoon. As weird as it sounds, it was also the happiest funeral I’ve ever been to, if that makes any sense. There was definitely a sadness to it, and a lot of tears, but between it being outside on a gorgeous spring day and the fact that she had such a bubbly personality, it’s hard to think of it as dark and depressing. I don’t remember having ever been to a Jewish funeral, and the differences were interesting to me. One that sticks out, and a friend’s dad explained it to me, was that everyone there shovels a little bit of the dirt over the casket, because “strangers should never bury our friend”. I liked that a lot. I thought it said a lot about Gayle not only that so many people that she touched through out her phases of life came out, but also how many people that went to High School with her son (my age) came. She was a band and choir mom, and I remember spending lots of time in their living room and at their dining room table or out with them after games, even though I didn’t go to the same high school as her son. She was a Bubbe both to her biological grandkids, and to my kids, and Devon has been calling her house “the fun house” since we were there a few weeks ago (admittedly, for another funeral. Devon stayed with Gayle, her husband, and her daughter and her husband while I was at the service). It was very weird to walk into the house on Thursday and have Gayle not be there, but it was nice that through out the day more of “her kids” from HS shuffled into the house, and by dinner time the main floor was full of both us and some of our kids, lots of laughing, cooking, etc, just the way she would have liked it.
We came back Sunday night, into a babywearing meeting Monday and an Ikea adventure yesterday with a friend from our Fayetteville trip, and then someone I went to middle school with who is here interning at the Smithsonian. Things have been crazy, mostly good crazy, but it’s making the time passes and it helps a lot.Today is lots of laundry and cleaning, tomorrow is dance class for D, and then I think Friday we’re going to go out for another babywearing meeting, even though it’s on the other side of the county. I mean, it’s not like we’ve got anything else going on 🙂
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